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Sanyo Xacti HD1010 in black, $329

2. More clothes! ie, tunics and cardigans and sweaters and hippie chic/boho things:

Silence & Noise Open Stitch Sweater Tunic in black, $58


BDG Cozy Pullover Tunic in greyblack, $38


BDG Three Quarter French Terry Sweatshirt in light grey, $32

( more more more! )

This week is going to suck!

I'm way too busy than I should be. It's December, which means winter break, which means I should have nothing to do! I just want to relax, and chill, and make a Christmas wish list, and work on my website and things like that, but I can't.

Today I took Oliver in to the vet for his third and final FiV vaccine, only to find out that it doesn't last for life - it only covers him for a year. >:( Goddamnit. I don't want to spend $300 a year on that! Oh well. Also found out he caught hookworms from our roommate's kitten, like I suspected. Later today, I work at 2pm.

Tomorrow is Saturday, and so far I don't have any plans, thank god. Then Sunday, I have tech rehearsal for my trapeze performance. Monday, I have trapeze rehearsal, and then a sales training for GameStop from 9pm to midnight. Tuesday I have a long, grueling trapeze rehearsal from 6pm to who knows when, then Wednesday and Thursday are my trapeze performance, also starting at 6pm. Then, finally, I'll be free! But I'll probably have to work. Ugh. I like work well enough, but only because it means I'm making money. Other than that, I don't want to go to work.

On the bright side of things, yesterday was my last Human Biology class! I woke up at 8:30, got dressed, went to class, got there at 8:55, took my final, ad left at like 9:10! Haha! And I got a 96 on my test, so I got a 97 on average in that class, which means I got an A! Yay! :) I'm proud of myself.

Oh! And Olin and I spent 2 hours cleaning our house (vacuuming, scrubbing floors, scrubbing the mold off the walls, rearranging, throwing trash away) in preparation for Christmas. Then we went with my parents to pick out a Christmas tree, and spent the rest of the evening setting it up! It looks beautiful. I'll take pictures tomorrow - by the time I get home tonight, the lighting will be too poor for my 200 ISO film that's sitting in my camera right now.

Sometimes I think I am going to marry this boy, and I dream about a small house where we'll live with a dog and two cats. I think about how all our family and friends will come together at our wedding, and how incredibly happy that day is going to be on that day. I daydream of white dresses and flowers and veils. And I'm not sure when it happened, but I've become enamored by weddings. Then, sometimes I think, 'What am I thinking, I'm only 19 and we've only been dating for 1 1/2 years.'

There are times where he irritates me and upsets me, but generally he is a very good person. He listens to me when I'm upset, and makes me feel better when I'm sad. Now that I think about it, Olin is a very respectful person. There might be someone out there better for me - someone a little bit shorter (6'3" would be nice) and a little bit buffer and a little more artistic, but as of right now, I don't really care. I need to be happy with what I have, because what I have is amazing.

We're going to buy a Christmas tree soon! I can't wait. This is, most definitely, my favorite time of year.

Also, our roommate's kitten is pretty much our kitten now. They hardly pay any attention to him, so he sleeps with us on our bed. Now we have two warm fuzzy bodies to sleep with. :)

Today I told Olin I am sick of our house being a filthy disgusting mess undeserving of a Christmas tree, so we started to clean it. We vacuumed and threw trash away and washed dishes, and now our house is beginning to resemble something nice. I wish I had the money to buy fancy furniture and vintage knick-knacks and hand made art prints, but I don't. I also wish Hilo had a decent flea market or thrift store.

Despite not having been able to go on the internet much these past 2 weeks, I've only been on for two hours today and I'm already out of things to do. I'm beginning to think that my 6 days off this week are not going be as enjoyable as I thought they would be.

I'm also working on a Christmas wishlist, so expect to see that sometime in the near future!